A Fren of Mine... @ 03/08/2005

It was about 1 week ago when I got this info... I was shock... Cause 1 of my very close buddy told me that she will be getting married soon out of a sudden... And everyone else of us ( close frens to her ) felt unhappy at all... and at the same time we felt very worry about her too... She's undergoing a depression... : (

Yes, she's having a baby... and that's why she has to marry to her bf in an unplanned situation. I felt sorry to her and I do understand why she react like this... Gals out there, just imagine that u have to marry ur bf without a proper planning / basically unplanned + carrying a baby at the same time while u still haven't had enough enjoyment as a bachelor and the worst is, u just started to gain some archievement in ur career... How sad...?

Well... I really can't think much if I'm trapped like her ( touch wood... ) It was totally off from what I planned for... And I have no reluctant that I may undergo an abortion... But, as a close fren to her, we can't just advise her in that way... It's supposingly a happy thing but yet she felt lost... sad & depress... so do us... In fact, we ( may be herself too ) think that this guy may not be the 100% Mr. Right to her... but she has no choice to marry the guy ( her bf ) coz she doesn't even think of getting / considering an abortion... which sounds good actually... : )

As a close buddy to her.... I know I shouldn't say that and shouldn't talk much... It just keep everyone of us besides her worry about her, her baby & her future... And it's just too much to say also... and in fact nothing much to say too... Argh... What am I writing now... just can't think and write anymore... just stop !

And last but not least... Dear God, may you shower my very best wishes on her... and give her enough strength to undertake this circumstance... Thank God for your blessing... : )