X’mas Celebration ’12 @ 24/12/2012

Hm… Didn’t managed to have any Christmas Eve’s buffet this year, instead, I headed to meet sweetie SH for an eve karaoke session at Neway, Subang. Err~ I was very late the night, didn’t really able to sing any because I went to the wrong Neway outlet at SS2, PJ at the first place. Luckily, sweetie SH had reserved some buffet food for me to feed my grunting stomach.

We then, went to W.I.P, BSC Bangsar later, just to catch the Christmas countdown. It was the most happening outlet as compared to La Bodega / Chinoz on the same row where, we thought it could be all youngsters at first. But, it turns out the opposite where most, almost all the crowd were of the mid ages except both sweetie SH & myself who is still in our 20’s... : P We enjoyed the night with our all-time favorite Sangria, Margarita cocktail plus Hawaiian Chicken Ham Pizza as supper to end our Christmas Eve.

This was actually my 2nd visit to BSC since the last with someone 1.5 years ago of which, it recalled some of my down the heart memories with someone. Aside, I finally received a WhatsApp Christmas wish from a recognised mobile, someone that I have been missing for long, Merry X’mas to you too, darling… : (

We had our Christmas buffet at the gang’s favorite Swez Brasserie, Eastin Hotel the next day afternoon. The ambiance was much below our expectation though we have anticipated that, there will be differences as compared to eve day. Despite than the less merry environment, we still had an enjoyable makan gathering session with belated X’mas gift exchanged. Here are my received gifts:

The Body Shop Hand Cream from Kelly

Baskin Robbins X’mas Ice Cream Cone from SH

活着或重生... @ 22/12/2012

亲爱的玛雅, 我想借末日寻死, 为何还让我活着~ 要我继续痛苦地做个失去了另一半肋骨, 没有了心, 没有了灵魂的丧尸... =.=

既然还活着, 就让我也来转借和转发舒淇在微博发表的末日告白感想吧!

从前, 我不懂你, 你不了解我, 我们不懂珍惜, 一再错过... 末日, 还没有来, 天亮以后, 如果还有心意, 还有机会重来. 亲爱的, 我们一定不要再遗憾... 晚安~

What If I Die Tomorrow? @ 21/12/2012

What if Mayan Theory is true and I die… tomorrow?

Ya~ I’ve been seriously considered this question since a month ago when doomsday gets nearer and nearer. I reflected my past and recalled some of the circumstances that I have been thru over the years. If I really die tomorrow, here are my few notes to stay:

• My only last thank is for all my buddies and friends who walk passed my life before, thank to the friendship and support that you guys has given to me.
• My only last wish is for my family, I wish they can have a good health and good life. And of course, they can equally share my estate ( if any ) given the term that, to take care of my baby Oscar until it crosses the rainbow bridge.
  
• My only last regret till date, was the too soon decision that I had made back in end of Oct ’10, partly because someone not being insists on me perhaps.
  
• My only last word is for someone, my dear darling… It was a heartache but it wasn’t a regret… Love you~ <3

Would you and you all be satisfied?

Cold War 寒战 @ 17/11/2012

Watched [ Cold War 寒战 ] with my buddies, SH + Jess + Nixon & Melvin at GCS 1U last weekend. It was claimed to be the best and most anticipated police thriller movie in Hong Kong for the past 10 years, starring Aaron Kwok 郭富城, Tony Leung 梁家辉, Eddie Peng 彭于晏, Aarif Rahman 李治廷, Charlie Yeung 杨采妮, Gordon Lam 林家栋 cum guest starring, Andy Lau 刘德华.

The story plot begun with Hong Kong, the Asia’s safest city is about to be tested when EU71, a police van that full loaded with some most advanced equipment and its five officers disappears at nowhere out of sudden. Due to urgency, the acting highest Commissioner has declared and launched a rescue operation, code named Cold War to tackle the safety of hostages and retain the reputation of police force. There, it started off the cat-mouse chasing game between the hijackers and the highest levels of police management whereby, the hijackers possessed direct knowledge of confidential police procedures. It then, caused conflicts between both Deputy Commissioner of Administrative, Sean KF Lau ( Aaron Kwok ) and Deputy Commissioner of Operations, Waise M.B. Lee ( Tony Leung ) in said rescue operation where, none of them aware that they were actually being put into a stratagem that decides who will climb to the top when the Commissioner step down in near future.

Cold War brought out the power of struggles, corruption and inner workings of Hong Kong’s police force. Overall good, but I felt the movie was a little too many yet fast-paced plots that compact together until it has to rush the ending with a simple straightforward climax and unanswered questions that give leeway to further the storyline in future.

能不能够重来一遍... @ 10/11/2012

抱歉
主唱: 李圣杰

忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才会让你一个人走 ( 才决定不能再挽留 )

为什么总失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才又听说
你最爱的人还是我

不想妥协 不想眷恋 我想你在身边

能不能够让我们重来一遍 你是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈
能不能够让我们回到从前 回到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远 还是你在敷衍

能不能够让我们重来一遍 你是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈
能不能够让我们回到从前 回到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远 但你却说抱歉

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

~ 忘了我们是在什么时候, 选择放开彼此的手; 忘了我们为了什么理由, 才决定不能再挽留; 你说过的要陪我走到永远呢? 是敷衍也是抱歉吗? ~

SPSB Charity Dinner ’12 @ 3/11/2012

I was being called for the annual SP Charity Dinner duty at our very own and brand new Setia Convention Center, Setia Alam last Saturday. As usual, we have to report at the event venue much earlier for task briefing, familiarize ourselves, identify our positioning and get ready to welcome / usher our donors. We lined up in line to welcome our guests when the clock ticked, where our kind hearted donors came one after another despite that it was heavy rain. The event started about an hour later than the schedule time due to the guest of honor’s flight delayed. As a result, all the ladies feet were strained and a seat is badly needed upon the arrival of the invited guest of honor. Me and few of my colleagues then immediately went to the staff dining venue to rest our legs and fed our grunting stomach. After dinner, we joined our donors and enjoyed the main program of the night, our very own in-house musical production as usual, themed “3+1 Kawan Setia” for this year. The floor learnt that SPSF ( SP Setia Foundation ) has successfully raised RM8.1mil, the highest amount collected todate. As for the musical, it was surely a successful show given the credit that 2 of the main characters are from SSR ( Setia Sky Residences ) Project, KL.

Good show, Ann ( MoiTeng ) & Diyana ( Tembam )...!

Cried In Dream @ 4/11/2012

I went down to Melaka again for another round of chicken rice ball with my buddies, Nixon + Jess + NL last weekend with an overnight stay. There is nothing much to blog about since it is just again, another cari makan trip. What shocked me was, my sudden cried out loud in dream the particular night while sleeping next to Jess, where Jess & Nixon were poorly awakened by my crying voices. I can’t clearly remember how the dream was and what is the reason that I cried in dream, all that I can only recalled was, the dream contents my late father and someone… : (

========

Crying in dreams is a typical symbolic that associates with the release of emotional pain & grief. It is also psychologically, an image for the liberation of psychological pressure or pain, or spiritually, represents the mourning over a personal loss. In general, cry stands for uncontrollable feelings or pain where the dreamer discharge accumulated feelings that saddened by events in the past, or afraid to embrace the future, or releasing emotions that the dreamer have either denied or suppressed for some reason. Cry in dreams builds often from inner tensions, stress and emotional pain especially if you cannot cry in the waking life. It could be something or someone that you need to deal with before you can move on, or a situation or person, in your waking life, that is the cause of intense emotional turmoil or that you are avoiding having to deal with. Thus, crying in dreams also traditionally indicates delight and big surprises after grief over a person you will soon forget.

========

Guess I’m really in tremendous emotional turmoil having seen the above Google information… Just hope that I don’t need another sleeping pills course ( the 4th course over the period of 1+ year ) to get rid of these emotional sickness.

时机 @ 29/10/2012

人生... 有许多事情, 许多机遇, 都离不开时机二字.

从2011年9月初开始, 我就再也没有登入过我原本的 Gmail 帐号, 那是因为我害怕收到他的电邮, 向我讨回我们曾经的一切, 和看见他有登入聊天室但却对我不理不睬. 所以, 我干脆把自己完全地与这个 Gmail 帐号隔离掉. 甚至特地注册令一个 Gmail 帐号以联系智慧型手电.

不知从何时开始, 心里偶尔总会有点不明的感觉, 总会有一点冲动想再次登入那原本的 Gmail 帐号. 但是... 又总是会因为某些原因, 某些障碍, 尤其是那害怕再次受伤的感觉, 而始终没有成功登入. 这一天... 终于在一个人独处在家的时候, 冒然地登入了. 不登入罢不登入, 这一点击的登入, 竟意外地发现他于去年年杪给我发的一封只有标题, 没有内容的电邮. 看着电邮的标题, 我的眼泪洪涌而出... (T.T) 为什么, 为什么世事总是弄人的... 为什么两个相爱的人, 会因种种而分开, 因种种而错过, 因种种而不能与自己一生中最爱的人在一起, 因种种而抱憾终身... 或许当时, 我们都太在意吧.

我无语... 只能强烈感觉到那被砸得碎不成形的心底里, 不停地传出刀割般竭斯底里的悲痛~ 除了因为现在的他已有了她... 还有的就是他可能永远都不再有机会知道, 我从来都没放开过手, 我最大的幸福也是能和他手牵手, 一起走下半辈子... T.T

爱... 是一种久违的心痛, 当你心痛一个人的时候, 那个人在你的生命中已经不可割舍了~ 我久违的心痛... 是他, 我极深爱极想去恨, 却狠不下心去恨的他. 依然是他, 还是很爱的他... <3

"你以为放手可以成全我的幸福, 可你不知道我最大的幸福就是和你手牵手. 爱是一种久违的心痛, 当你心痛一个人的时候, 那个人在你的生命中已经不可割舍了..."

~ 后记: 你在分开还不到半年的日子内, 在发电邮后的短短几个月里, 就已经和她沾上了... 倘若你最大的幸福, 真的是和我手牵手... 那为什么你又会和她在一起呢?! 为什么没尽力尝试找我呢?! 难道除了一个只有标题的电邮, 和那么一个普通的短讯之外, 就不能给我拨一通电话, 不能再一次找我吗? 你... 爱我吗? 还爱我吗? 但我却可以很明确地肯定, 我是爱你的... 还爱你... 竟然还在白痴地等待一个更本不可能的回头或回心转意... </3 ~

My Primary Schoolmate, William Foo’s Wedding @ 14/10/2012

Attended to my primary 6M schoolmate, William Foo’s wedding dinner at Ah Yat Abalone Seafood Restaurant 阿一鲍鱼海鲜酒家, Live Centre, KL last weekend.

William was a fatty classmate and also school bus mate of mine who I still keep in touch with since we graduated ages ago. I can still clearly remember that we both used to fight and argue in bus when we were in primary 6 because his brother always bullies my sister in the bus. William was of a bigger body build and I was just a skinny girl, but to my surprise, I’m always the winner of all the fights / arguments. Until… William can even remember that I bite him before in one of our fight. Perhaps, this is just exactly what the Chinese said “no fight no knew ( 不打不相识 )” where we then turn to good friend in later days. Oh gosh~ I’m getting old recalling those old schooldays stories duh… Adding to that, I also found out that William is also a good friend of my childhood neighbor, CheeKin a day before his wedding when we gathered at his bachelor night meet up. Also thank to that, I got a free ride from my good neighbor to the dinner. Hehe… : P

Back to the wedding, William did an extraordinary wedding intro projecting his Bersih 3.0 videos clips compilation that got majority of attendees buy-in. It was lucky that I didn’t wore my yellow dress when William told me the theme of the night is yellow a night before. Phew~ Oya, William is one of the key voluntary lawyer in Bersih 3.0 and that is why the floor has given him a round of applause after the projected video clips end. As part of disclaimer, those projected video clips have nothing to do with the wedding reception of the night.

Overall, we had a good primary gathering on that night having old schoolmates around the table. We shared and catch up with each other updating our current happenings. It was indeed a happy get together time thanks to William’s wedding reception. Wish you both a wonderful marriage, William & Agnes.

是心有灵犀, 还是...? @ 13/10/2012

自他离开以后, 我再也没有他的消息... 唯一... 也只有那么唯一的一次, 可能是他年头批量发出的一个普通 WhatsApp 新年短讯而已. 其实我也不能确定是不是他, 只不过是妹妹后来查得电话国家代码来自肯雅而估计是他而已... 我并没有回复, 因为他并没有告知过我他在国外的手电联络, 而且我也该知道... 自他义无反顾地归还所有我和他的一切时, 他的目的就是势必要和我决裂, 恩断义绝, 断绝来往, 完全将我遗弃... 而那一则短讯, 或许也是他在误打误撞之下错发给我罢了. 自此我再也没有翻查他的 WhatsApp 帐号或收到他的任何讯息了.

不知道是心有灵犀, 还是那强烈的第六感... 打从中秋节东窗事件起, 心里总是有一种不明的感觉. 在好奇心的驱逐下, 我点击查看了他的 WhatsApp 帐号. 这一击, 意外发现他从10月初开始就再也没有登入过肯雅手电联系的 WhatsApp 帐号... 反而登入了他大马手电联系的 WhatsApp 帐号和惊讶地更新了资料图片. 他... 以往都不从理会也从不更新资料图片, 可是却在她的出现下改变了.

原来, 我心里的那一种不明感觉与不安... 是... 他回来了... 回来和他的她共同生活. 直觉告诉我, 这可能是个多半接近事实的感应. 他现已找回 / 找到他的另一个对象, 令他这只远飞的小鸟归巢, 担戴承诺... 只不过, 那不再是我... 不再是他当初对我一生一世的承诺... 惟有我心悲切~ </3

无独有偶的是... 我发现原来冥冥中我每一会的不安, 每一会的心痛, 每一会的落泪, 都竟然与他有关, 远远地被他牵引着... 难道他就是传说中, 我遗失了的另一半肋骨吗? 如果是, 为何我们会分离? 如果不是, 为何我会有所感应? 还是, 这只不过是如有雷同, 纯属巧合? 看罢, 也就只有祂才懂了...

I'll Back Off, So U Can Live Better @ 8/10/2012

Saw this [ I'll Back Off, So U Can Live Better ] post in sweetie SH’s blog today…

It was the lyrics of a Korean song which I don’t know what the song’s title is but I do felt the pain when I read it through. Towards the end of the song / lyrics, I found the same naïve thought and forever unanswerable questions that I’ve in my mind or asked myself before and still… as of todate.

……
(You) were the reason for my life
(You) were all I wanted
(You) were the only person I looked at

(Why) are you leaving me
(Why) are you abandoning me
If it was going to end like this, why did you love me?

Maybe one day you will remember the day we first met
I still remember the promise you made
That you adore me, protect me, and only love me
I believed you. I believed those lies. I believed them all.
……

I’m still broken…~

八月十五泪中秋... @ 30/9/2012

时光飞逝... 转眼间又到中秋时节了~ 跟去年一样, 今年的中秋还是一个人地过... 原以为可以就这样过一个平淡的佳节, 可是一大早却让我从面子书上发现他和她一同挽腰出席友人七月旬婚礼的合照. 我... 瞬间崩溃... 我讨厌自己, 讨厌为何自己竟然会相信他是因为比较习惯一个人, 真的想独自一个人生活而离弃我, 更讨厌的是... 为何自己在超过440个的日子之后, 依然还深爱着他, 还牵挂着他, 还惦记着他, 还是不能放下他, 不能忘记他... 我, 那不由自主的落泪病也因此又再发作了. 原来这些日子以来, 真正孤独一个人生活的... 是我~

八月十五月圆日, 伤心无奈泪中秋;
疲累渡日两个秋, 思念依然在远方;
昔日所言实为谎, 原来早已另作伴;
只恨当初太天真, 痴心错付负心人...

我的如意狼君 - 为何还要等? @ 21/9/2012

“能够令妳(我)最开心嘅人, 亦都可以令妳(我)最伤心, 遇到我(你)只好怪妳(我)唔好彩...”

因为以上的一句预告, 俘获了我关注和守候TVB这部 [我的如意狼君 Bottled Passion] 在Astro华丽台的播出时段. 这部故事感人兼惹人热泪的民初剧, 讲述的是情深女子遇上相爱很难, 难以被猜透, 但又似乎是命中注定有宿命的意中人, 那种飘渺坚持的爱与苦涩无奈的悲. 剧中男主角佟本善 (黄浩然饰), 女主角徐芯 (周丽淇饰) 和其他人物角色的最终遭遇会是怎样, 我还没追看完, 只知道, 这部剧的主题曲已经深深地牵动了我的心悬... 加增了我的挂念... 撩起了我无比的伤感.

朝花夕拾
主唱: 张德兰

伤透的芯花睁不开 灰的天等你回来
一天一天应不应该 思忆中听你示爱
啊... 啊... 啊...

放肆朝花一息间开 凋萎一刻照夕来
漆黑的天一丝星光 悲伤中感到被爱
啊... 啊... 啊...

回头期望遇见你在步近如途人
我数百次转身站在问
为何还望再见为何还要等

回头能望见你在步近如行人
你我隔世可相聚没恨
离离合合错过仍还要等

啊... 啊... 啊...
其后若相见 可认出声线
情若是不变 爱没完没了

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

~ 其后若相见, 可认出你(我)声线, 情若是不变, 爱亦没完没了... ~

SPSB Hari Raya Celebration ’12 @ 10/9/2012

SPSB had its staff Raya Celebration at Setia City Park Oval Lawn last 2 weeks. As usual, all Klang Valley staffs were permitted to off and leave office an hour / two earlier to attend the event subject to respective office location.

I reached SCM about the same time with few of my colleagues, Mdm Lai, Ann & Jacky and took a photo together at the entrance as evidence of attendance. It is always good to have and attended to this kind of company event because it gave us an avenue to mingled around and catch up with colleagues from other business units before the event started.

We had a happy and enjoyable dinner watching our colleagues’ performance and best dress competition with laughter around. : )

Runaway Trip to Batam, Indonesia @ 30/8 ~ 2/9/2012

Runaway to Batam Island, Indonesia with my buddy girl friends, Liching, Chloe & Huiling last month end. It was an early planned trip since buddy Liching wedding a year before as a surprise birthday visit to her. Separately, we arrived S’pore a day earlier to meet up with Liching for a day out. Liching first drove us to have our late lunch at Whampoa Makan Place, Novena where we have tasted most of the local food within the food court to fulfill our taste bud and stomach grunt.

We went to ride the Singapore Flyer, Raffles Avenue after lunch, the world's tallest observation wheel to catch the magnificent cityscape with the view of Singapore's iconic and historical landmarks from the height of 165m. We also went to catch the Ducktours, hop-on to a amphibious craft for an hour-long land and sea sightseeing tour that further brought us up close to Singapore's famous skyline, historical landmarks and gorgeous bay view.

After both the breathtaking experience, John made his way to meet us at Singapore Food Trail ( 新加坡路边摊 ) for dessert and drove us to Hard Rock, S’pore for Chloe to express her shopping needs before he further brought us to have a tasteful delicious Japanese dinner. Thereafter, we went for drink at Fremantle Seafood Market, Clarke Quay before we were sent back to V Hotel, Lavender for rest.

We woke up early next morning and gather with Liching at Harbour Front Cruise Terminal for our departure to Batam Island. It took us about an hour from S’pore to Sekupang Ferry Terminal, Batam Island where we were then picked up by the assigned tour guide to commence our trip. We were brought to visit the largest Chinese temple in Batam - the Maha Vihara Duta Maitreya Buddhist Temple for prayer, had our buffet lunch at Restaurant Sari Bumbu for a taste of Indonesia food, shop around few brand outlets, relaxing massage and an hour shopping at BCS Shopping Mall, Nagoya City before we were sent to check-in at The BCC Hotel & Residence within walking distance for refresh break.

At night, we were picked up to have our dinner at Wey Wey Live Seafood Restaurant, Harbourbay where, to my opinion, their food was just so-so at reasonable price unlike those highly complimented review found in Internet. We then had our girl gathering in one of our room after shower before we called the night off. Next day, we had our breakfast at the hotel, checked-out the hotel after we took our morning shower and made a short walk to BCS Shopping Mall for some final grabs before we were sent off from the 2D1N Batam Trip.

We reached S’pore in the evening, checked-in V Hotel Lavender and immediate went for our local dinner at the open-air Newton Circus Food Court, Clemenceau Ave North whilst Huiling went to visit her aunt. After dinner, we meet up with Huiling and headed to Ben & Jerry’s Dempsey Hill for salivary dropping ice-cream as dessert of the night before we ended the day. We bid goodbye the next day after we had our breakfast nearby and checked-out the hotel. Well~ It was a good outing overall, hope we able to arrange another short trip or, another S’pore trip to visit buddy Liching soon.

前年今日, 去年今日, 今年今日 @ 29/8/2012

"去年今日, 你向我表白爱意; 今年今日, 我还你爱的自由; 明年今日, 但愿千里共婵娟..."

这是我去年今日给某人发的一则短讯部分. 里头除了藏着我无数的悲泣, 还有我无边的爱意. 自他下定决心远飞和狠下心肠离弃我时, 我就知道, 无论我如何地挽留都已是徒然了... 我... 惟有忍着刀割般的悲痛, 还他爱的自由, 让他飞向他想遨翔的大地. 从此, 把我对他的爱, 埋藏在心深处, 一个人不断有日无夜地埋头工作, 一个人不停地在每个孤单的夜里思念着远方的他, 默默地在心底里爱着他... 我害怕, 不敢去尝试联系他, 甚至连所有与他有关的一切都处之不理. 无它, 只因为我怕我会把心底里的爱念搬到日常生活上, 不能过活.

不经不觉, 我就这样疲惫地熬过了整年多的日子... 他, 依然是我最牵挂的另一半... 想他, 依然是我每晚临睡前的习惯... 他呢? 我不知道, 也不懂得该如何打听. 同时, 我亦不晓得今年今日以后, 他是否还会联络我, 我们会否还有机会见面, 会否还有缘分千里共婵娟. 只清楚知道我自己, 仍然很想他, 很爱他... 至少能够在我觉得较平静的心态里念着他, 较舒服的心态里活着... [ 明年今日, 谁还等待 ]

我真的好想你... @ 20/8/2012

如果没有你
主唱: 莫文蔚

Hey 我真的好想你
现在窗外面 又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey 我真的好想你
太多的情绪 没适当的表情
最想说的话 我该从何说起 ( 我应该从何说起 )
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是有如果 还是要爱你

如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及 反正没有了自已

Hey 我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

~ 不知道你现在到底在哪里, 你是否也像我一样地在想你, 我真的好想你... ~

Gathering & Party In The USS @ 4/8/2012

I extend my stay in Singapore after the 2 days Ritz-Carlton 5-Star Service Excellent Training program to pay my buddy Liching & Meilee a visit separately. I took the MRT to meet up with buddy Liching for dinner at City Hall, Raffles Place soon after the training finished. We had a good time catching up with each other and discussed about our upcoming trip despite that the hard time to find a dining place due to the peak hour and lost while we were on the way back.

After bid goodbye to Liching, I took the MRT to meet up with another buddy of mine, Meilee at Yishun. Both Meilee & Karfai picked me up at the control station and leaded me to their house where I can then take a shower to settle myself for rest. We had a good night long chat after we didn’t see each other for almost a year+ since she has moved to Singapore a year+ ago. From work to personal, from personal to relationship, it is just too much for us to catch up, we only later then realized that it is almost 2am in the morning. We then continued our chat topics whilst we were on the bed until we were signal off.

It’s 4/8… Woke up and refreshed myself to get ready for our visit to Universal Studio Singapore ( USS ). We had our local breakfast near to Meilee’s house before we took MRT to Harbour Front to meet up with another friend of mine, TH who took the trouble to catch up and accompany me to USS. USS was crowded in due to weekend but still fine to pay a visit if one doesn’t mind queue at least 45min for an attraction. We first experienced the Lights! Camera! Action! Hosted by Steven Spielberg in New York zone, we admired the incredible special effects where an empty soundstage with calm day setting suddenly turns into a stormy setting of a Category 5 major hurricane that about to hit the New York City which is then returns and restores itself.

The first ride we went was the Battlestar Galactica: Human vs. Cylon in Sci-Fi City, I was conned by TH to queue the Cylon blue inverted ( legs-free ) roller coaster instead of the Human red traditional seated ones. It was too late to regret because we had queued for almost 30min, so I can only proceed to ride the Cylon under a drizzling rain. Yes! It’s raining… where I ought to buy a raincoat to continue my exploration.

I then queued for almost 90min+ for the Revenge of the Mummy Coaster Ride alone which TH had tried before in Ancient Egypt zone. It was even more horrify ride than the legs-free Battlestar Galactica: Cylon ride to me, because of the dark indoor surrounding and one of its sudden reverse tracks. No wonder TH refused to accompany me for this ride… >.<

Rain came again while we were having our lunch break at Discovery Food Court in Jurassic Park / The Lost World zone. While the rain eases a little, we continued to ride the windy Canopy Flyer at Jurassic Park zone. In view of the long queue experience in previous ride, we were smarter now to take the single rider queue instead of the ordinary group queue. The line was way much faster as we only waited for less than 30min to get our turn.

After the windy fly, we watched the WaterWorld Stunt Show at The Lost World zone, a sensational live water show that witnessed a tidal wave of death-defying stunts, along with thrills and spills from real explosions of fire and water. Warning! Always chose to sit right back in the middle instead in front of seating arena to avoid being wet, the show was good in audience involving and interaction. We also experienced the Shrek 4-D Adventure in Far Far Away where we able to see, hear and actually feel the action right from our seat via the miracle OrgreVision lens. Then, we also took the opportunity to snap some photos with Alex the lion, Marty the zebra, Melman the giraffe & Gloria the hippo as we walked towards the Madagascar zone.

We then returned for our last ride of the day, Transformers The Ride: The Ultimate 3D Battle in Sci-Fi City which was early omitted due to technical problem. As strategized, we queued the single rider line that only took us about 30min of waiting time instead of 105min as claimed by the group of riders that share the same new Autobot known as EVAC with me. EVAC carried the riders into the center of a 4min battle between the human-friendly Autobots and the evil Decepticons, zipping through the subway tunnels, city streets and across high-rise rooftops through a variety of simulator and 3D effects as the riders volunteered to save the planet together with Optimus Prime and the Autobots.



Last, we also waited and watched the parade. Though the parade was not as lengthy as compared with the one in Disney Land HK but it’s still worth to watch because of a different experience and different characters. We left Sentosa Island about 9pm and ended the day having dinner at Food Republic, Vivo City Harbour Front before we bid goodbye to TH and headed home to Meilee’s place for a good rest after a tiring day out… zzZ~

...... There gone my weekend in Singapore after I had tea break with TH the next day at Fruit Paradise Café, Vivocity before departure to KL.

5* Service Excellent Training At Ritz-Carlton, S’pore @ 2 & 3/8/2012

A group of 60 SP staff were flown to Singapore 2 weeks ago attended to a 5-Star Service Excellent Training Program and experienced the 5-Star services at the remarkable Ritz-Carlton, Millenia Singapore. The objectives of the team being sent over is to benchmark against the best practice company and learn the best from the best world recognized company.

We didn’t start the training program immediate on the first day of arrival. Instead, we were picked up by our friendly Singapore team members for a lunch buffet and at the same time, visited the tastefully designed show units at their new 18 Woodsville Sales Gallery, Patong Pasir. We then were brought to visit the latest Singapore’s attraction, Garden by the Bay at Marina Bay. We were later then transported back to check-in Ritz-Carlton (RC) and enjoyed sumptuous dinner buffet at RC after a short rest / quick shower.

We were leaded to visit the famous Marina Bay Sand Hotel for a night outing at the top of the hotel after dinner. There, we enjoyed our drink treats next to the roof top infinity swimming pool with amazing night view and skyline. After a night out and good rest on super comfortable bed, I woke up slightly late in the morning forgoing my buffet breakfast and rushed myself to attend the training. We were fortunate to have Alexandra Valentin, the Corporate Director from the Leadership Center of The Ritz-Carlton Hotel Company as our trainer to share the power of cultural transformation. It was a very fruitful training indeed, we have learnt the Ritz-Carlton (RC) Gold Standard, the 5 Leadership Principles and their exceptional customer service philosophy and orientation. Besides, we were also amazed by the employee panel session that shows how RC ladies and gentlemen fulfilled our unexpressed needs, their commitment in daily line up and their belief in RC service philosophy.

We debriefed and called the training session off on time to rush the flights. With that, we also have in mind that we were required to pay our full commitment in coming assignment to generate valuable ideas and establish Setia’s 5-Star Standard. Haiz…

R.I.P Barkly Boy… @ 31/7/2012

It was a sad day to my family as we found our big house dog had finally decided let go himself when sis Karen banged our bedroom door early in the morning…. Barkly boy was with us since he was a puppy where sis Karen bought him back from a pet shop around Petaling Street. Although Barkly wasn’t a pure breed and without certificate but we still love him very much. He was such a cute little puppy that braves enough to jump / felt himself down when we put him high on top of a basket that used to be his bed.

As time goes by, Barkly became smarter and smarter. He guarded our house responsibly whenever there is a stranger walks near to our house gate, welcome and make sure we were safely entered our house boundaries if so happens that he is off from his lash. Besides, Barkly boy remains positive even though he knew he was abandoned for a certain period when sis Karen moved out from our house and was not by his side. He was truly a positive and strong boy when he was first diagnosed with lymphoma cancer about 1 month ago. Pity him not only had to go through all sorts of scanning and diagnosis, he even had to blindly suffer from neuter surgery as advised by the vet that may ease his illness but not at the end. Aside, we sensed that he felt embarrassed as he gets weaker and weaker day by day where he no longer able to guard our house, no longer able to walk and eat… till we have to take care of him in reverse. We also felt that Barkly boy forced himself to stay alive despite that he was actually deeply suffer because he worried nobody else could guard us if he left due to both his brothers were toy dog species. We felt the sorrow and take turn to talk to him the night before we plan to euthanize him the next day. We told him that he has gave his very best and we are proud of him, told him not to worry about us as we will be fine, asking him to hint us / let go if he no longer able to stand the deep suffer. Barkly boy eventually waited each of us to got home and talked to him the night before he left… I can clearly remembered that I still able to observe him breathing in a very slow pace before I went to bed 3am+ in the morning just to make sure Barkly boy is still fine. However… :’(

We believed that Barkly boy doesn’t wish to see us in making the difficult euthanize decision and at the same time, doesn’t wish us to sadly see him leaving. Therefore, he had chosen to let go himself quietly in dawn. We made all the afterlife arrangement, cremated his body the next day and brought back his ashes with us at home few days later.

My heartfelt last word… You have never failed to perform your duty & bring laughter to our life… We are proud to have you for the past 11+ years. You will definitely be remembered…
Rest in peace, Barkly… With love~

想着你就执著 @ 15/7/2012

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

爱 请问怎么走
主唱: A-Lin

和你並肩同行 一起走过各种天气 再冷我都不觉得委屈
但生命转了弯 慌乱间我回头看 卻失去你的踪跡

不想一睡不醒 免得錯过你的消息
忍着痛 忍不住了 我就深呼吸
你说过的永远 说好要帶我去
心刮着风 下着雨 想着你 往前进

Oh 爱请问怎么走 我一个人翻过山越过海
只为你对我好过 这份爱前所未有

Oh 爱为什么不走 我也不懂 谁劝我 谁爱我
谁可以让我解脱 你的吻像个溫柔的符咒

只想等你回头 紧握我的双手
想着你就能执著 不管多么寂寞
我的苦 我的泪 我的理所当然
只要你说你懂 就足夠

我翻过山越过海
只为你对我好过 这份爱前所未有
爱为什么不走 是谁劝我 谁爱我
谁可以让我解脱 你的吻像个溫柔的符咒

B’day Meal Treat At Pandai Seafood, Ara Damansara @ 1/7/2012

Hm~ My birthday usually reminds me my unhappiness in life… Besides than the passed away of my idol back in 19 years ago, it also reminded me the parted of my thought husband-to-be. Therefore, I hardly initiate to celebrate my birthday. Likewise, I did not celebrate my birthday this year except given myself a visit to the historical state of Melaka to have their famous chicken rice ball that particular weekend.

Thanks to my buddy course mate, Mich who arranged me a sumptuous seafood meal treats at Pantai Seafood Restaurant ( 水上人家 ), Ara Damansara. It was an enjoyable dinner with good food, good friends surrounding the table and good chat till we even plan for our next makan gathering venue. Last but no least, we had the surprising Baskin Robin’s Ice Cream Cake as dessert before called off the day of course. Thank you all again for the day… Hehe~ : D

Craving For Melaka Chicken Rice Ball @ 30/6/2012

Lately, I’m craving for chicken rice ball ( 鸡粒饭 )… after 3 years since my last visit. In view of that, I headed down to Melaka just for the sick of their famous chicken rice ball and food hunt at Jonker Street ( 鸡场街 ) with one of my friend being forced to accompany me.  There was nothing much change in Jonker Street except some addition decoration on the road entrance statement. We tried most, if not all of the famous stalls from chicken rice ball to cendol, from snacks to homemade ice cream eggs... It was indeed a great day out with my friend that managed to cheer me up after my emotional disturbance days ago. Thank you for cheering up my day… : )

情绪受阻... @ 28/6/2012

这已是这一个月里第三次流泪... 亦是这一个星期内第二次的落泪~ 第一次在静夜里, 第二次在办公室内... 自上一次1月至今, 经已相隔了近6 个月安然无恙的日子. 可是不知为何, 那久违了兼原以为已结痂的伤口, 突然间又再隐隐作痛, 痛楚依然好比刀割... (T.T) 庆辛的是, 这回没比上回来的那么深切痛苦, 都可在阿眯公仔的陪伴下息怀入睡和自制地适可抑止... 快要将近365天了, 想不到心底的伤口仍然会滴血~ 顿时令我担心它, 是否还能用得着, 是否还在跳动着, 是否还可以去爱. 我无能为力... 唯有祈求苍天怜悯, 给凄怜的我一点点的眷顾, 别再让我被刺伤. 我只不过是一个渴望平凡生活的平凡女孩, 遍体鳞伤的我已经不能再受碰撞, 再受伤, 再受挫了... 愿早日痊愈~ 非诚勿扰

MLTR Live ’12 at Setia City Park @ 23/6/2012

Helped out my buddy colleague, Cheng to duty for Michael Learn To Rock ( MLTR ) Concert right after the grand opening of Setia City Mall in the morning as agreed.

I reported myself for duty after a quick shower on the day. We then were transported to Setia City Park ( SCP ) to complete some final setting arrangement once the briefing is done. We separate the workload and immediate started our work to distribute goodies bag on each VIP seats. Unfortunately, weather doesn’t side on us when we were almost finished our final preparation. We then, quickly collect back all goodies bag and gathered at the stage area to avoid further wet ourselves. Thunder storm arrived, all of us felt disappointed at the stage seeing all our hard work gone in just a split second. However, the heavy rain doesn’t shower away our team spirit, we motivated ourselves and enjoyed ourselves at the stage area while waiting for the rain to ease.

Once the rain stopped, we immediate resume our work with extra effort given to wipe dry the approximate 10,000 extremely wet chairs in due to SP good service value. We auto-piloted and segregated the task initiatively with some of us wiping dry the chairs and some re-distributing the cheering sticks or goodies bags whilst the crowd has already fully queue to enter the venue. The concert started off smoothly with everyone’s hard work towards their roles & responsibilities of the night. Nevertheless, we also did enjoy ourselves throughout the concert especially when closes to finishing encore part where the team forms a human lighting backdrop next to the center stage.

We were glad that the event ends well finally. As for me… my two big toes were badly injured with internal bleeding because of inappropriate shoe size and overstrained walk perhaps. Guess it will take years to have my poor toes recover duh~

Grand Opening of Setia City Mall @ 23/6/2012

SP rushed its tailor-made corporate batik into cheongsam and sarees other than the usual kebarung design in conjunction to the grand opening of SP first shopping mall, Setia City Mall ( SCM ) @ Setia Alam. The mall located in Precinct 1, the heart of Setia Alam with approximate 240 shop lots fully tenanted successfully prior to its opening including few anchor tenant such as exercising Fitness First, retailing Parkson, entertaining GSC, opening soon fashionable H&M etc.

I’m one of the nominated owner of custom tailor-made cheongsam batik that participated in the opening of SCM, which surely the pride of Team Setia ( SP management & staff ) that will be one of the iconic development of SP within Setia Alam township. How can we be sure of? The market price of Setia Alam properties has been rising since the construction of SCM and now, hiked up to an even higher percentage upon its completion compared to when the township was started and still rising lor…

会呼吸的痛... @ 10/6/2012

My extremely sad mood and feeling upon the afterthought of a wedding reception…
……

想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了　多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飄浮著　你在就好了
……

我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什么
我越來越像贝壳　怕心被人触碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了~

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

~ 想念是会呼吸的痛, 遗憾是会呼吸的痛; 连呼吸也会痛的感觉, 真的很折腾... :'( ~

Afterthought Of A Wedding Reception @ 10/6/2012

Seems that June ’12 is a very good month to get married… I drove all the way up to north with my family and attended to another wedding ceremony yesterday morning followed by dinner reception at SLHF ( San Lei Hau Fook ) Restaurant 新利口福酒家, Ipoh. It was nothing special, just the wedding of my cousin brother, Jixian. But… I had a miserable feeling throughout the reception night

It was not something not right with my cousin brother’s dinner arrangement, but the restaurant itself. It was not something not right with the restaurant or food, but my feeling towards the restaurant itself… Restaurant that I had the first father’s day dinner with my thought going-to-be father & family in-law after my beloved dad left for many years, restaurant that once I thought mostly will be the chosen restaurant of me & my love one’s big day… but no longer are. Once again, my heart was sadden with tearing eyes during my sleep after the second round family drink at the Sky Lounge, MH Hotel, Ipoh.

My Travel Buddy, Janice Chang’s Wedding @ 9/6/2012

Attended to my travel buddy, JaniceC’s wedding few days ago. JaniceC is one of my early Y2010 Bangkok trip travel buddy who we still keep in touch with each other until todate. Apparently, we are not only travel buddy, we also found out later that we are somehow related to one another where, she is my close cousin bro in-law’s cousin. What a small world…

She has been occasionally sharing her cherish moment of her love relationship with YW, especially from those sweet couple photos that romantic YW tagged her. Can really see how loving this couple is… I’m happy that she managed to meet her Mr. Right, YW about year later after our one and only trip together and finally tied the knot. Last but not least, wish JC & YW a wonderful marriage life till the end of the road.

一千个伤心的理由 & 只想一生跟你走 @ 25/5/2012

Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

一千个伤心的理由
主唱: 张学友

爱过的人我已不再拥有 许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久 错过的人是否可以回首

爱过的心没有任何讲求 许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久 走过的路再也不能停留

一千个伤心的理由 一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情在故事里慢慢陈旧

一千个伤心的理由 一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘

~ 最后... 在他的故事里... 我被遗忘 ~


只想一生跟你走
主唱: 张学友

共你有过最美的邂逅 共你有过一些风雨忧愁
共你醉过痛过的最后 但我发觉想你不能没有

在你每次抱怨的眼眸 像我永远不懂给你温柔
别再诉说我俩早已分手 像你教我伤心依然未够

但你没带走 梦里的所有 让你走 为何让你看不透

但求你未淡忘 往日旧情 我愿默然带着泪流 很想一生跟你走
就算天边海角 多少改变 一生只有 风中追究 不想孤单的逗留

但求你未淡忘 往日旧情 我愿默然带着泪流 很想一生跟你走
在我心中的你 思海的你 今生不可不能没有

~ 但求你未淡忘 往日旧情 我愿默然带着泪流 只想一生跟你走; 在我心中的你, 思海的你, 今生不可不能没有... ~

Jacky Cheung’s 1/2 Century Live Concert @ 12/5/2012

Tagged my buddy, Nixon & his girlfriend Jess to bought, and went to Jacky Cheung 1/2 Century Live Concert ( 张学友1/2 世纪演唱会 ) at Stadium Merdeka last Saturday. We reached the area slightly earlier to meet up with Kenny + Sharon, other friends of Nixon and had a fast food standing dinner before we head up to the stadium.

There was really crowded at the stadium area where all people were there waiting for admission time. However, the organizer did a bad job and delayed the entry time. What make it more worst was, the entry was really slow with tedious but not necessary checking procedure at the narrow entry point despite that show time is already on the dot. After all shouting and complaining from the crowd, the organizer finally ease their checking procedure and let the audience to enter the stadium one followed by another. The venue was wet and soggy after the afternoon rain, we have to walk tip toed and wiped our seats to settled down.

The show finally started after a long wait. Jacky was truly energy high that night. He sang for almost 4 hours, performing his old and new songs on the spectacle stage that can almost rotate in 360 degree angle. As usual, Jacky hardly disappoint his fans / supporters at any of his concert show, where I enjoyed very much except… my tears dropped uncontrollably during few of his love song numbers. Why? Because Jacky’s numbers make me recalled someone and awaked my broken heart that is still not recover. It was indeed a value worth & superb performance overall.

8D7N Sipadan Island Diving Trip @ 2/5~9/5/2012

Yes~ Sipadan Island… Here I come!

I’ve been wishing to visit the World’s top fascinating dive spot located in the Celebes Sea since I was certified to dive ages ago. This oceanic island is well-known as one of the richest marine habitats formed by living corals growing on top of an extinct volcanic cone that took thousands years to develop of which, it is certainly require a good / quality dive skill to explore. Therefore, I have put the plan on hold due to no companion and my half-pail-water dive skills that could jeopardize the beautiful marine nature. I’m fortunate that few of my travel buddies decided to take up OWD certification course at Sipadan Island lately, that I could finally have dive companions to dive this beautiful island.

Day 1
6 of us woke up at Nixon’s place early the morning, headed to LCCT to meet up with GN and together, a group of 7 of us flew to Sabah, The Land Below The Wind to begin our dive journey. We were picked up and transported to Semporna for lunch before the boat transfer to Mabul Island. As soon as we arrived and checked-in to Uncle Chang Dive Lodge, we were introduced to meet the Diving Instructor, bro Fatt ( 发哥 ) where Nixon + Jess + Mich + NL & TH commenced their OWD course there and then with DVD watching, soon after they completed the forms filling and course introduction. GN & I also joined the group to recap what we have previously learnt.

Day 2
Whilst some of them are doing their first OWD open water training, myself & GN registered our 1st dive of the trip, a refresher dive at House Reef, Mabul. Under the normal visibility, we saw flamboyant cuttlefish, stone fish resting at the bottom sand of rack house and sea turtle. With the assistance of DM, I stayed right in front of the sea turtle face to face which is just 1ft away. We logged a bottom time of 41min with max depth of 13.8m.

Mich & Jess returned much earlier than the guys, unable to continue their OWD open water because of their uncomfortable breathing beneath the sea level and injured ankle while the guys enjoyed their first dive attempt

Day 3
GN & I took a day off due to the unavailability of our DM that probably over drunk and hanged over almost the whole day. It thus, gave us some time to rest, explore the resort surrondings and enjoys the serenity with books reading.

Nixon forgoes his OWD course in view of his uneasy equalization early today, left only NL & TH who is still doing well in their open water dives.

Day 4
While NL & TH were out for their open water dive test, GN & I did our 2nd dive of the trip at Lobster Wall, Mabul. Under the normal visibility with 39min bottom time and max depth of 22.6m, we managed to bumped up with 3x sea turtles, stone fish, blue & orange nudibranch and boxfish. We were of the opinion that the site could be better if the weather is sunny bright as how our DM of the day commented

We had our next dive at House Reef, Kapalai. It’s a wreck dive site that allowed divers to experience wreck diving with several artificial wrecks and houses that conserve various sea creatures. I recorded a max depth of 19.7m with 29min bottom time and returned to resort with 120 bar left. At the same time, TH & NL were also passed their open water dive test and proceed with their theory test in the afternoon. All of us witnessed TH & NL completed their paper test and completely passed the OWD certification.

Day 5
In view of my poor dive skill, NL & TH’s DI ( bro Fatt 发哥 ) offered me a PPB ( Peak Performance Buoyancy ) dive check early the morning. It seems that I’m not that bad according to bro Fatt’s comment after the PPB dive check, but I do need more and more practices to polish my dive skill because I will somehow lost control in the middle of dive out of nowhere. More dives could make me understand my skills level so that I can have smooth and better dive control.

GN + NL + TH & I had our 1st dive together after both TH & NL being certified. We had our dive at Paradise 2, Mabul. Our DM observed mild current, so he advised us to do drift dive and stay by his side at approximate 15 / 16m. It was fine at first but the current gets stronger and stronger where we were unable to stay focus at one point even with strong kicks. Our DM immediately gathered TH + NL & I myself to hold on to coral stone to prevent further drifted away. He instructed us to stay holding on whilst he drifted himself away to find GN who has lost in sight. The visibility get worsen with only less than 1m sight and the current gets even stronger until we no longer able to hold on to the coral. I managed to check my dive computer that shows at 5m depth and signaled my buddies to perform 3min safety stop for ascend before I’m being further drifted away. We were all separated with emergency ascend that recorded 26min bottom time at max depth of 15.4m without proper safety stop. We were fortunate and glad that all of us were safely picked up by our boatman separately. No doubt it was a shocked dive but a good dive experience. Our DM complimented us indirectly that luckily we all knew how to survive ourselves without him because this was also his first experience at this known mild current dive site.

Day 6

We began our Sipadan Island journey under the drizzling rain. The 1st dive site we went was South Point where, the visibility was just normal due to rainy day. Despite that the not so good weather, it was still a pretty good dive as we able to saw sharks not far from us at top right bottom, dive within school of jackfish and along with school of bumped head fish.

After lunch, we had our 2nd dive at Barracuda Point. With the max dept of 18.6m and 26min bottom time spent, we saw school of jackfish, 2x sea turtle, another school of bumped head fish as well as barracudas even though the weather was getting bad with poor visibility.

Our 3rd dive was Turtle Cave at max dept of 19.9m. However, I failed to stay at the bottom due to my hair-wired out of control buoyancy once I got out from the cave entrance. I kept ascend no matter how hard I tried to exhale as much as I can. DM directed me to give up the dive and complete ascend to surface with his help letting go oxygen bubbles from 20m down the sea level. Oh no~ I’m so embarrassed… : (

Day 7
Nixon, Jess & Mich decided to forgo their Mataking Island trip, left only 4 of us remain. I didn’t join the guys for the 1st dive of the day due to the phobia from yesterday’s 3rd dive incident without safety stop. I later then regretted because the guys claimed the dive site was beautiful and nicer than Sipadan Island probably due to sunny bright weather. : (

Started of my dive after boat lunch with the guys, for their 2nd dive at Jalan-Jalan, Timba-Timba Island The dive site visibility was good, we spent 41min bottom time with max dept of 21.3m. We observed several different colored nudibranch ( black, white orange, yellowish etc ), sea turtles, very tiny transparent boxing shrimp and small red brownish octopus.

My last dive of the trip was Black Coral, Kelapuan Island. Though the visibility was normal, but we only managed to saw a few sea slugs ( nudibranch ) with 42min bottom time spent at 17.6m max depth, a little disappointed to end our dive trip like this.

Day 8
We packed our belongings slowly after breakfast, enjoyed and amazed the resort surrounding one more time after we placed our backpack at the reception counter. We then had our lunch, continued our relaxing time and catch up with new friends we have made during the trip while waiting for our boat transfer. We reached Semporna jetty around evening and land transferred to Tawau airport for departure flight.

We enjoyed our holiday especially with good and cheap seafood that we can easily bought every morning directly from villagers’ catches till we do felt a little reluctant to head back home for work. Last, I would like to thank all my dive buddies especially GN for tolerating my half-pail-water dive skills.