A Day Where Sorrow Starts... @ 2/5/2007

This… is the day… We woke up about lunch time and had our last lunch time together as couple. I know I’m gonna miss all those time that we have spent together for 2 years with 1 ½ years living together in our little love nest… everything is so complete and warmth, typically with Alv present in my life… who has lighten up and completed my life…

We had a long talk till late evening… It seems that I’m the only party who analyzed my fault / what I’ve done wrong during the pass 2 months and do my best to push this relationship ongoing. Alv has tired with all these and he has decided to end our love relationship... As a girl friend, I think I had done my very best to give him the love that I could but it doesn’t serve anymore meaning when he has already heartless in this relationship. So, I have no choice but to let go no matter how hurt I am, no matter how difficult it will be, no matter how in-complete my life will be, no matter how deep is my love to him, no matter how sad, no matter how sorrow I’m going to miss him… :’(

It seems that I’ve lost half of my rib bone, half of my heart, half of my mind, half of my body, half of my soul… Goodbye, my dear Alv… :’’(

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