Anniversary… @ 30/6/2008

Time flies… It has been a year past after I shifted and stayed at the new shelter since June Y2007. As usual, many things have come and go and at the same time also many things has happened throughout this 1 year time.

In the past 1 year, I’ve been thru… a terrible hurt + depression when Anonymous broke off with me, I’ve been terrible sad when I can’t be with the one who I thought he should be the right one for me + had an ambiguous relationship with, I’ve met somebody who told me directly that he has feeling on me, I’ve been courting by someone who I didn’t feel sparks but treat me good, I’ve been stuck between my bro-in-law & sis Karen problem, I’ve been working like a donkey occupying most of my days, I’ve been concerning my family household financial in view of sis excessive spending, I’ve also been worrying about sis Karen etc etc, which has made my soul + mind aching till date… : (

Though I’m really stress but there is still one among these that I would wish it to be happened if I were given a chance to opt, which is meeting the one who I had an ambiguous relationship with but can’t be together… because he brought me out from the terrible depression given by Anonymous even though he did hurt me end of the day in some other way. : ( I still can recall how we met, how he spent his day with me on my last birthday, how we short circuited, how our first date was, how he cheered up my soaring days, how we spent our days together etc which has been a year past. Anyway, this little glitter spark has silently ended without a full stop and… whatever past, is past… =.=

Well~ I think I shall thank God that I’m still surviving cause it is just too many things happened in a year, too tiring and exhausted…
Happy Birthday to me… 祝我生日快乐!