Relief… @ 10/4/2009

After a night long meditation, I decided to switch back to my ordinary life. A simple, happy go lucky life~ I had a talk with my boss, telling her that I’m not that into the recent job diversification having seen the recent worries / rather say depression that I’ve been going through since 2 month ago. I’m darn worries on how my life will be especially my heath… with early signals of red light. : ( I really hope that I could help out my boss and my colleagues as much as I can but sometimes it is just somehow beyond my control. I do have my own vulnerability… Or perhaps I’m just weak… =.= Well~ I’m done with my part and I’ve also conveyed whatsoever concern that I wish to highlight to my boss. What’s left behind now is… the management decision.