Que Sera Sera ( Whatever Will Be, Will Be ) @ 4/4/2008

The music box of this song came into my ears when I was having my body spa massage at my usual saloon today, and it touches my soul out of sudden. It reminds me my innocent and naïve younger days… where I still find this song reflects my thought very much till date. If I’m given a chance to see my late father / to post my mother a silly question again, I think I will still sing this song to them which I believe that they will give me the same answer too for sure. No one can see or tell us our future, its fated and whatever will be, will be… There is no tomorrow never dies and we don’t know what will happens tomorrow. Therefore, we ought to live our life to its fullest and treasure what we are having today! =.=

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Que Sera Sera ( Whatever Will Be, Will Be )

By Doris Day
Written by Jay Livingston & Ray Evans
"The Man Who Knew Too Much"
Starring Doris Day & James Stewart Y1956.
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When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What will I try?
Should I paint pictures"
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

Now I have Children of my own.
They ask their mother, "What will I be?"
Will I be handsome?
Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.Que Sera, Sera!"

Redang Island Holiday @ 31/3/2008 ~ 3/4/2008

I took few days leave recently to realize part of my 1/10 New Year resolution… Yup! I went to Redang Island with my fellow course mates, Mich & Col, Nixon + Calvin for a relaxing 4D3N calming holiday of which, it is also the 1st time / holiday that I traveled with Fire Fly. Erm… how I find Fire Fly compared to Air Asia? Personally, I quite like Fire Fly because 1st, I don’t need to travel down to KLIA for flight departure, save time + money since the flight is departed from Subang Airport; 2nd, Fire Fly is number seated; 3rd, I find Fire Fly looks cleaner + fresher than Air Asia.

Well… enough in promoting Fire Fly and get back to the trip. It was a real soul relaxing holiday staying the famous Laguna Redang Island Resort where sunshine, ocean and blue wave right in front of you. We had our own sweet time walking, sunbathing, and snorkeling along the beach besides than the standard round island snorkeling trip provided in package. Next to the resort, is More More Tea Inn, the major backdrop sense of a Hong Kong movie named Summer Holiday starring Richie Ren & Sammi Cheng which Laguna Redang has bought over the movie copyright and played the movie on the resort TV channel broadcasted to all rooms 24/7. With this playback, you will definitely flashed back to one of its famous theme song “La La La La… La La La La… ( Lang Hua Yi Duo Duo )” as if you are X yrs back in younger days. Hehe… : D

Everything is just good and nice in Redang Island… No hectic work, no flicker mind, no soulless body… However, it was kind a waste that I didn’t go for a dive due to flu. How sad~… Though it was getting better in day after, but I still have difficulty in breathing that may affect the equalization process. Therefore, I have no choice but to give up diving which I initially planned to have it on the 3rd day. And of course, another contributing factor was, I’m lack of a dive buddy despite than the sickness which came at the wrong time. Non of my travel buddies is diver, sigh… : ( I wish I could have a lifetime dive buddy… Sob sob sob… :’(

8664 Is Falling Down … @ 18/3/2008

Lately, national economic felt after the 12th general election where BN nearly lose their country governing right. In return, the share market also drops and so do 8664. 8664 was initially priced at 4.80 after its warrant + bonus issuance prior the election and it drops till 3.90 after the unfavorable election result. What’s more was, luck doesn’t seems shower on 8664 week later where it continue to drop till its lowest point and priced at 3.20. Oh gosh… Imagine one can earn RM 15K without any lost if and only if he/she sold off 10,000 shares earlier and buy back the same amount of shares month later. Wow… $_$ Unfortunately, the one person wasn’t me cause I didn’t carry out any transaction prior the election and most importantly, I don’t have that big amount to sell. Hahahahaha, haiz … : ( I then, called up sis Sam and advised her to buy in 8664 for investment which I myself don’t have any cash flow to do so cause I’m broke jor… Sob sob sob… :’(

Figure 1: 8664 slightly hike 10 days later after the terrible fall

Guys Bound To Office Love Affair? @ 15/3/2008

Today, this topic came into my mind after I observed a male colleague of mine for quite some time. I started to notice him since mid of last year after I broke off with anonymous, and what makes me starts observing him was he used to hang out having tea, lunch and/or dinner till night about 8-9pm almost 5 days a week with another female colleague other than work matter despite than spreading rumors. Will it be meeting up for work matter? Why isn’t he goes home to have dinner with his family? Isn’t he supposed to spend more time accompanying his wife and children especially? And all these doubts came into thoughts lately.

He is a mid 30s man married with 2 children and she is in her late 20s. Both of them close to each other due to work and affair sparks because this, perhaps. I have no doubt that one shouldn’t gossips about other but this is what been speculating in the office. We can’t blame those who came out with this kind of thought / statement having seen both of their daily behavioral which I would also say “too close” and suspicious. This has also recalled my memory on Anonymous relationship with that other girl. : ( Hence, I think it’s definitely a big no no for a guy to work too close with his female colleague till he forgot when is the time that he should go home either for a rest / to his family. No matter how hectic the work is, no matter how close the relationship among colleagues… the very 1st priority will still be the one you love, be it yourself, your other half or your family unless the one you love is your work or colleagues. So, guys out there, please identify the rightful boundaries + give due consideration whenever you concentrating in your work and more importantly, twice the consideration when working along with female colleagues. Why? Because guys just can’t control what they intend to do as they will be physically superseded most of the time without realizing that it’s actually a red alert.

12th National General Election ‘08 @ 8/3/2008

This is my 2nd voting experience since I reached the official vote casting age. Opps… erm… hope it didn’t reveal my age duh… : ( As usual, participating parties will make their own way to promote the party in all kinds but, only one can have the absolute power to promote widely in news ads, radio ads, leaflet ads, tv ads etc. However, they only able to yield a small difference in its overall victory no matter how aggressive they broadcasted their ads and even with those “threatening” elements tv promo that the country will turn down / undeveloped / insecure etc if we opt not to vote for them. Sigh… what a waste of all our ( tax payers ) monies… : S I guess they are just too much till citizen loosen their confident with them.

I stay tuned on tv till late nite for the latest vote result just like the previous general election. However, it was a bit disappointed because the media seems don’t want to reveal the result at all even though it was really late / early morning liao. Unlike the previous election where BN won >2/3 of parliament seats, the result were broadcasted at lighting speed. Sometime I do wonder are we really living in a democratic country? Perhaps it’s the time to look for a change now. One can either hope for a change in government ruling, change the mindset to accept the existing or even change to a better living place if can’t stay on anymore. No wonder quite a numbers of 2nd citizenship look for 2nd home out of Malaysia now days. Haiz… : (

Bad Lucked Year Of The Golden Rat @ 7/3/2008

It was just a day before the 38 World Women Day + M’sia 12th General Election and, I got a bad news from my family. Sis Winnie is admitted to GE Hospital Ampang due to Dengue Fever. Sigh… : (

Flashed back to this Year of Golden Rat… I think it wasn’t a good year to my family / household cause many bad things seems happening from one to another of my family members. From sis Karen’s broken marriage to my face / skin problem, from sis Sam’s felt at the bathroom to sis Winnie dengue admission, everything seems so unordered. Guess its time to pray harder for God bless ler… : (