Tear Of Work… @ 4/3/2009

Instead of tear of heaven, I had my tear of work today… showered my face for >1hr… T-T I’ve never cry because of work and today… my tear drops… I was totally disappointed, upset and stressed to found that my bunch of team mates who my boss and I thought they were good team players with strong team spirit actually not as what we think off after thus far we have been working together. Out of a sudden shock, it seems and as if that only both my boss + me was clapping with one hand and take them for granted… Me and boss indeed, had a long chat session after the strike and we both struggled to find solution to our ultimate manpower shortage. It really takes a lot from both of us to stand still + uphold our main objective to get things done and make things turn over in half a year. Sometimes, I did wonder… why I have to shoulder for all these stress, why I’m being put at the center sandwiched by both end, why my team mates / friends turn out not to be a mate / friend etc etc. Perhaps, it is just like what and how my few bosses advised… > You will find who your friend is and who not actually your friend when one hike higher to see from a higher angle. I guess now I understand why that higher management will normally goes along with peers who is about the same level… : (

- I’ve learnt “peer pressure”, sincere thank to my bosses for their given valuable coaching and it’s real sad to acknowledge this proven fact -